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HI!!! My name is RoseTy (It’s pronounced Rose-Tie!!) but you can also call me Rose, Ty or Strawberry!! <:•DI am Genderfluid, Demisexual and Biromantic!

I love to draw and I also love to create ocs and silly stories about them all!! PLEASE ASK ME ABOUT THEM…/np /silly
I PROMMY I DON’T BITE…

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These are a few of my interests!!! I love these very much, they make me happy <:•)
I will happily ramble to you about these!! (If you would like me to..)

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TRIGGER WARNING

This page is filled with all of the deep depths of my trauma, along with some of my mental health problems and things like that!!! This includes topics such as: emotional and physical abuse, parent and animal death, animal abuse, starving, bullying, SA, suicide, self-harm and grooming. If any of these topics is triggering for you then feel to not read them /gen/nm, however this is all really important for people to understand

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-Short summary of childhood-as a child, I was pretty lonely and emotionally neglected, physically abused as discipline, my male biological parent died when I was eight and my female biological parent found a partner, and both went on to traumatize me rest for my childhood and so on during my teen years, I despise both my original biological parents, the deceased male one I found out was hiding some horrible shit, and for the female biological parent who's alive, allowed some pretty fucked shit to happen to me, there was lots of drama happening when I was younger, and was constantly dragged into due to female biological parent. I didn't have anyone in my life that that I could emotionally count on, not even at school since I was constantly bullied for simply existing, I spiraled into being one of the mentally ill guys at a really young age so that's that,Specific traumas?i won't list them all as they're all pretty traumatizing• Was sexually molested at a young age! By biological female parents boyfriend! Multiple times!• watched as my dog got abused by same person and killed by same person• Starving due to poverty, being publically bodyshamed and beaten as a kid, having to hear fights often and hiding a gun!!• men, literally I hate men so much because I was sexually harassed so much as a kid (I live in the Philippines! Shits a tad bit normalized here!) it takes me a while to soften up around AMAB'S, while it's quick with AFAB'S,•So remember how I was lonely all my life well yeah about that at 2021 I found this cool friend group that promised to protect me and comfort me at my worst but uhh February 16 2022 I had a really bad suicidal breakdown which caused them to leave the friend group gc, and abandon me. I know it's wacky to have trauma on and from the internet, but I went on multiple self harm relapses after that and more suicide attempts and I went numb for months straight

• speaking of online trauma, I was groomed lol•I beg you guys who are from my 2020 past to not say anything about it, if you know, you know! I've had multiple panic attacks remembering shit I did because I was a pretty horrible person who was influenced by her horrible surroundings! And at the time I thought shit was normal :•(Mental illnesses?•actually yes I do have them! Though while they're, yknow, self diagnosed due to the fact that I'm poor and this is a third world country (there is no shits given for mental health here!), I had to do my own research with the help of friends!• complex post traumatic stress disorder! I think this one already says alot LMFAO• I might have ADHD??? it's so hard to focus and shit, and there's more to it GRAHHHH• bipolar.• Uhh, I might have DID, some friends helped on this one and even a system themselves came forward to talk about it with one of the fellas!Any addictions?• Self harming Ones, yeah :•(Additional notes?• I'm pretty mentally fragile and tend to have high expectations of myself, which isnt good since I'm rather dumdum,•my temper is low!!! I don't like it either!!! I have a low level of patience, while yes my online persona may be chill and goofily well-tempered, those who know me well know for a fact I've shapeshifted into a oven in real life, hot and contained! /silly• I take a while to adapt to things• I don't like venting often because I know it drives people away!! Say whatever you want, you can't deny it plays a huge part in bonds.• depressed me (aka actual me, (I mask myself alot lol!) ) can tend to be very much downer and full of sucide-talk! And can be extremely violent and avoidant, I feel really guilty whenever I let myself break down because NO ONE IS SUPPOSED TO SEE THAT!! GRAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!• never mention suicidal roadkills and never mention cars used in a suicidal manner because that is such a trigger to me!• I hate cheaters. I do not care if your the cheater or the mistress, if you play a part in it while knowing you were, please GTFO OF MY SIGHT! /SRS• PLEASE OH PLEASE DONT SEXUALIZE AGE REGRESSION!! SO MANY PEOPLE CONFUSE IT WITH AGEPLAY!! I HAVE A ALTER WHOS A CHILD, AND I, MYSELF, AGE REGRESS! IF YOU SEXUALIZE CHILDISH BEHAVIOR-

LIKE I GET IT IM A HYPERSEXUAL BUT I DONT SEXUALIZE MY OWN AGE REGRESSION!! BOTH ARE LITERALLY RESPONSES TO TRAUMA THAT I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER OF! SERIOUSLY!!!anyways yes if you read my handful of trauma I am so sorry you did /lh

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